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Just a month ago I contacted Enikő and asked her for a healing.  After this happened my life has changed completely and I could say this gave back my life. At the end of my meditation I felt like a kerchief felt down in front of my eyes.  My life starts again, the result of it dramatically and promptly visible: my marriage which had been in ruins many years since, automatically improved. We don’t need to tell our stories, because my family is changing, rising with me. My mother suffered from arthralgy and due to it she needed to lie in bed, but she has left her bed and can walk again. The behavior of our pets also has been changed.  The people on the street smile at me stop me to chat as when I was pregnant.  I feel I’m blessed again but another sense.  Thanks a lot!

Szeretettel várlak a Teremtő Önismeret oktatásán!

Ha valakinek az ősvalójában az a kód él, hogy ebben az életében Önmaga ismerőjévé váljék, akkor elrendeltetett időben
megszólal lelkének finom hangja és jelzi, lépjen rá az útra, mely befele vezet és mélyre, hogy Önmagát valóban megismerje.

Cím: 1024 Budapest, Margit körút 61-63. IV. emelet 21. Kapucsengő: 17
E-mail cím: oktatas@teremtoonismeret.hu
Web: teremtoonismeret.hu

Cím: Budapest, district II., Margit körút 61-63. 4th floor, door 21. Gate bell: 17
E-mail address: saghyeniko@spiritualisonismeret.hu
Web: spiritualisonismeret.hu

 

B. A.

B. A.

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B. A.

I met Gergő while giving gym classes to children. I really liked him, I also sensed that he liked me back. He was always nice, funny, open, we talked a lot, but he did not take the lead. I took it as shyness and thought that he needs encouragement.

I had been alone for a while and was looking forward to a relationship.

The wheel of life turned in a way that we spent a couple of nights together during an „accidentally” arranged ski trip. In spite of his pleasant personality and muscular bottom he was quite selfish in bed. He did not even realize that I did not have any orgasms.

When he walked out of my life without any words, I did not understand. I felt that I was not good of a woman; I was not good enough for him. I had a really hard time. The biggest slap on the face was when he sent back my DVDs via a friend instead of giving them personally to me.

I had been meeting Eniko in group sessions; I brought this up many times there.

We meditated with the topic during many occasions, but no matter how we resolved it, I had my piece only temporarily. My ego, my vanity could not digest that he left me without any explanation. I was not open to anything new since all my thoughts were gathered around him. After a long period of time Enikő suggested me to ask him to meet and tell me what his view of me was, tell me why he had left. This was so hard on me that I started to cry: I felt it was impossible for me to do such thing. How can I humiliate myself this much?

By that time I had learnt from others’ lives that we had to do exactly those of which we were the most afraid.

Up to this day I am very surprised at my strength – maybe supported by Enikő’s faith – that I actually did call him and told him honestly what I wanted. Surprisingly he reacted very positively. The meeting went fine, it was an honest conversation with a lot of positive and also hurtfully true feedbacks. I had a lot to confront myself with. I am still very grateful for myself that I could overcome this obstacle in me. This was when I beat my vanity and fear of being humiliated.

Today I only smile at this story and do not understand why it was so difficult back then.

The other twist in the story is Gergő’s so called “shyness”. As it turned out, a few months after our affair he managed to find out the name and phone number of his current fiancée in the most impossible ways after their first meeting.

It was a hard but important lesson to realize that there is no such thing as a „shy” guy. We, girls create this excuse.

I have a lot of learning from this story.

First of all, I only need to be a woman and let the guy be a man.

Second of all, there are no life situations which I could not win by stepping over my own shadow.

Thirdly, how many times did I move on without thinking about the whys or being too afraid to ask. How much time and bitter aftertaste I could have saved if I had known myself better.

Forth, the most important: I should not have looked for a partner to fill the deficiencies in me but experience my importance, values, lovability. My new partner should arrive in this wholeness instead. I had heard this sentence so many times but did not understand how to do it. But my intensive inner travels had their positive outcome. I have become a steady person who is not afraid to learn about herself, who believes in the world and herself. Naturally, this was the time for the Man to step into my life. The man I let be a man. Of course, I have been learning a lot from this relationship also: it confronts me with my games and roles. I try to stay awake, watch and learn so that I do not have to get new slaps on the face to be able develop.

Szeretettel várlak a Teremtő Önismeret oktatásán!

Ha valakinek az ősvalójában az a kód él, hogy ebben az életében Önmaga ismerőjévé váljék, akkor elrendeltetett időben
megszólal lelkének finom hangja és jelzi, lépjen rá az útra, mely befele vezet és mélyre, hogy Önmagát valóban megismerje.

Cím: 1024 Budapest, Margit körút 61-63. IV. emelet 21. Kapucsengő: 17
E-mail cím: oktatas@teremtoonismeret.hu
Web: teremtoonismeret.hu

Cím: Budapest, district II., Margit körút 61-63. 4th floor, door 21. Gate bell: 17
E-mail address: saghyeniko@spiritualisonismeret.hu
Web: spiritualisonismeret.hu

 

Anna

Anna

STORIES

Anna

I met one of the most influential people of my life during a party. He was very into me. Since it was nearly dawn and I wanted to leave so I gave him my number. „If he does not forget it while drunk, it is worth a date.” He did not forget. Not much later he sent me a sms on the way to Germany. The beginning is a usual story; I try to keep it short. But eventually it turned out that it is by far not a usual dating.

 I sensed that something was wrong. It felt like eating your favorite food and suddenly realizing a strange taste, which is not supposed to be there. We met very rarely but enjoyed talking so I learnt his life very fast: he was a drug, alcohol and sex addict.

First I was very angry, I felt deceived. Since I had been involved in self-understanding for a while and had been using the method Creative self-awareness to understand my life situations, I dig deep this time, too.

For the first time in my life I managed to see the Human being, the Light, the Shining in a person without wanting to change him. I accepted him the way he was. I was happy for everything which was given by the moments. I did not feel lesser; it felt like having a door opened in me. A door without judgments. I did not torture myself or him. I was certain we had something to do with each other, I could keep my ego out. I knew that this relationship had its place in my life, I had asked for this experience. I learnt that there are so many different types of human relations. It is up to us what we see, learn and how we value them.

After our summer romance we hardly met then he left the country for a longer period of time. We did not contact each other. When he came home to visit, we always bumped into each other „accidentally”. It went on like this up to the point when I managed to put all puzzle pieces to their places with the help of the self-awareness method and freed the energy blocks. My inner change resulted that he finally was brave enough to share his feelings, what I meant, still mean to him.

I know that all of us travel on different roads. This was an important phase of mine because I started to see, feel, and understand things unknown before. My life became richer with the self-awareness method.

Szeretettel várlak a Teremtő Önismeret oktatásán!

Ha valakinek az ősvalójában az a kód él, hogy ebben az életében Önmaga ismerőjévé váljék, akkor elrendeltetett időben
megszólal lelkének finom hangja és jelzi, lépjen rá az útra, mely befele vezet és mélyre, hogy Önmagát valóban megismerje.

Cím: 1024 Budapest, Margit körút 61-63. IV. emelet 21. Kapucsengő: 17
E-mail cím: oktatas@teremtoonismeret.hu
Web: teremtoonismeret.hu

Cím: Budapest, district II., Margit körút 61-63. 4th floor, door 21. Gate bell: 17
E-mail address: saghyeniko@spiritualisonismeret.hu
Web: spiritualisonismeret.hu